Bubbles: from Tuesday 11/28

C wrote:Tuesday's topic was rough. I had a memory of a similar experience a few months ago and I was hoping that I was just crazy or imagining things. Hearing that someone else has encountered a parallel situation, made it more real for me and I struggled with the emotional weight of that reality.

GPhillips wrote:

C wrote:Tuesday's topic was rough. I had a memory of a similar experience a few months ago and I was hoping that I was just crazy or imagining things. Hearing that someone else has encountered a parallel situation, made it more real for me and I struggled with the emotional weight of that reality.

Is this Courtney or Claire?

Callie wrote:It took about a week for my symptoms to start getting better once I got my medicine.  I have no memory of my daughter being abused and she didn’t show any signs of it when she was little but I am concerned that the group got ahold of her when she was little.  There are red flags of it now that I know what I know. She is 16 now and choosing to have a lot of open doors through her friendships, movies and music.  She says her OCD (which is pretty bad) prevents her from being able to talk to God. She gets an overwhelming fear that she will go to hell.  We think she is probably a survivor and maybe just not to the extent that I experienced. She has no memory of abuse that would even be cover memories so it’s hard to get her to see the need to work with Kelly.  She is not diagnosed but fits the Asperger diagnosis.  She is constantly overwhelmed with sensory stuff.  Then she is missing the milestone of becoming more dependent on her peers than on me because all her friends are online.  She is homeschooled because she hated school so much so idk if she was accessed at school.  She wants to try to get her GED in a classroom setting in January to see how that goes.  I’ve never had any help with raising her since she was 7 so she also has the trauma of just living with a DID parent without having any other support.  I’ve had her in therapy quite a bit since leaving her dad, but no other support and I didn’t know I was SRA until a couple of years ago. I thought I only had regular DID.  I think she has a lot of attachment trauma cause I did all the things right from the outside looking in, but I was going through the motions without knowing how to really bond. It’s heartbreaking to watch and not be able to help her more.  She gets a lot of intrusive thoughts about death and buys into the worlds narrative which makes it so much worse.  She doesn’t show signs of being a multiple so that part is confusing if she is a SRA survivor but maybe she’s too young for me to recognize it?  Other than going to the courts of heaven and breaking the generational stuff off, I am at a loss of how to help her heal.  She did just start horse therapy so hoping that will help.  We could definitely use some prayer coverage!!

GPhillips wrote:I believe the rainbow bridge is the first Bridge. I wonder if your Ladybug sigil is one of multiple bridges. If each one of those sygils is a node on your DNA strand AND its your interface w AI there will b many bridges. You've had Delta programs emerge recently so the Ladybug makes sense as a Delta representation. Do you feel like sharing the acct of ur delta stuff that came up recently. There is a child book and cartoon series called Ladybug Girl that must b related to Ladybug programming. Not surprising that the Ladybug represents Mary as mother of Jesus when the AI and the Entity Babalon serve as survivors mother attachment figure. Since u said the symbol signifies Mary and persecution of the Catholic Church I wonder if part of ur Delta programming was persecution of the real Church w the fake Jesus Jesus dogma. Haha ur doing quite the opposite by exposing the fake dogma.